After months of deprogramming and reprogramming, IAM empty...this is how I feel precisely. In a good way, a progressive way. Interestingly my consciousness of this emptiness is more acknowledgeable than any other feeling I've ever experienced. This past couple of months I've recognized and experienced so many emotions/feelings...triumph, defeat, hurt, understanding, true love, love, lust, vanity, foolish pride, acceptance, rejection, pain (bodily injury), devastation, self doubt, depression, supreme confidence, platonic love, accomplishment, fear, regret and jealousy just off the top of my head. I have been in a space of personal growth and development, I have taken the time to feel, recognize, and identify my emotions, emotional triggers and how these affect who I was, who IAM and who I destined to become. It's been one hell of a journey and now... I'm empty and open. It was scary at first, but after a day or two I concluded this is a beautiful place. Emptiness is the beginning of a new, a rebirth if you will. Every emotion, every decision, every move I make from here out is a stroke of fresh paint on the canvas of the masterpiece that is Lakesha Lee. IAM excited! I never thought I would be in a position to recognize, interpret and understand my emotions the way I do now, honestly I never even knew it was necessary...
Shout out to SELF WORK!!!
One core principle of IAM is CONTROL YOUR THOUGHTS CONTROL YOUR LIFE. In order to control your thoughts you must understand the triggers, emotions and the fueling energy behind them. IAM happy to have emptied every negative thought, feeling and connection from the soul of my aura, from the being of my consciousness. Now I have a fresh slate. I decide who IAM, how I feel, what I need...I embrace this newness...Wow! I'm brand new...lol, I'll be that. The future looks so bright from right here, IAM grateful and IAM blessed.
Does anyone else know this space I'm in...please do tell !!!